My hair is dirty. Dirty, greasy hair. Dirty with me, with the sweat of me, with what comes out of… Read more What Am I?
People don’t like me It’s quite understandable I don’t like myself
These dull, pointless days. Nothing doing, nothing new. Nothing worth being.
Maybe it’s the times. Maybe it’s the lack of self-space. Maybe it’s just that I’m getting old and even more… Read more Losing My Mind
Self-isolation, the lonely cure that I love, seems to be catching.
The end of the day, quieting and settling down, my mind still on fire.
Late at night, when I’m driving, with my radio head on, I have a sense that all the world a… Read more Radio Head On
When I kissed you as you left today, we were as close as we could get and yet we were… Read more A Mystery
On this Valentine’s day Remember these words well Learning to love yourself Is the greatest love of all
This day is empty. My mind and soul have been lost. I am uncaring.
Out walking this weekend, I passed through open spaces, places that were green, wooded, unseen. Sometimes I saw only the… Read more I Love It Less And Less
It takes a whole life to see that you’ll never know why you do some things
When you wake up to that first morning moment anything is possible. The day has not begun, and it is… Read more The Morning Moment
There will come a moment When we all will realise Our best days are done
What is vanity? Loving the self above all But without reason
In the darkness In the night time You can see yourself, Alone, without the filter Of other feelings and opinions… Read more You And You
Sounds all around me Clatter and chatter and noise Just give me silence
What you could have done But instead you’re sitting here Glaring at a fire
A life is not lived Without it being challenged By those who live it
Which of these should win? Duty, fairness, righteousness? Or being yourself?
On very good days You don’t hate yourself too much Only a little
You’re only beaten Only truly overcome If you don’t get up
A disappointment Something that happens to you Doesn’t define you
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